It might be because I'm tired but I'm not sure I was fine earlier
I just feel empty I feel like crying I feel like cutting I feel like going to sleep and not waking up I possitively hate my self right now I'm fat I keep getting reminded of it but I cant stop eating I fucking hate my stomach my hips my thighs my bingo wings my double chin then lot i want it all gone and soon thats the whole reason I lost my modelling deal cause I got really fucking fat!
I just don't think I can carry on pretending any more I'm a wreck in my head I'm torn apart every day by different things
I just cant keep doing this
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