this pretty much applies to me I believe that to be thin is to be successful but I can't get thin I don't wanna be anorexic looking but just a flat tummy and hips is not a bad thing I dont think I'm attractive I hate my self I'm too flabby too wobbly well thats my view and it's easier said than done when people say learn to love your self believe me i have tried to love my self when i was doing dance i lost loads of weight left school and gained it all and more i hate my self for it i eat then feel guilty for it i tried to lose the weight ive tried starving purging dieting excersizing and it doesnt seem to work I cant sleep at night with out thinking about starving my self its stupid i feel stupid but i cant help it :(